The author reflects on the concept of death as a stage between life and regeneration. She describes her ongoing book project about regeneration and the Earth's profound ability to resurge. The author shares her personal journey, from childhood fears of environmental destruction to her adult commitment to sustainability. She discusses her spiritual connection with nature, the challenges she faced in pursuing sustainable practices, and her rediscovery of a sense of divinity in her relationship with the natural world. Ultimately, the author sees composting as a spiritual practice, a way to reconnect with her own transformation and to live in harmony with the community and the environment.